So my partner/girlfriend is the one that encouraged me to come out and be me as a cross dresser, bi-sexual masturbater but is still very uneasy about what I do. Rejects me a lot just as others have done. At times, it's been very rough between us. She is the only one that has at least tried to understand me. I'm divorced twice and was referred to as a demon and a weirdo and a creepy. Slowly, my girlfriend has been accepting me dressing around the house in my skirts & stockings and wearing my rings and nipple clamps. Sometimes she accepted me to let me fuck her while I was dressed up. Lately… Pročitajte više

So my partner/girlfriend is the one that encouraged me to come out and be me as a cross dresser, bi-sexual masturbater but is still very uneasy about what I do. Rejects me a lot just as others have done. At times, it's been very rough between us. She is the only one that has at least tried to understand me. I'm divorced twice and was referred to as a demon and a weirdo and a creepy. Slowly, my girlfriend has been accepting me dressing around the house in my skirts & stockings and wearing my rings and nipple clamps. Sometimes she accepted me to let me fuck her while I was dressed up. Lately… Pročitajte više

Okay darlings! I did it. I shot some video of me and my new fucking machine. It is fantastic! I did not overdub the video with techno music. All you hear iis my machine and me. Me moaning and groaning because this thing is so great. Ive never been fucked like this. It does not get tired. It does not stop, it does not quit unless i turn it off. Cheers darlings! I hope you like these. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1L48WN9UaNP1KJznSoJgbWlXRBqBbyqK_/view?usp=drivesdk https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Kum04CR89Y3hHmK_kCwQShmrCBfC09j9/view?usp=drivesdk https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Kl6RWJ9Bpl8… Pročitajte više

SO this is what I got. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B086V3W3HF?ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_product_details&th=1 I took the risk and I am OH-SO-FUCKING PLEASED!! This thing is built to thump. The legs and and stand are solid steel bars not tubes so it has some mass to help it stay in place. It has about a 4.5 inch stroke. The dildo it comes with it pretty cheap....I used my own. It even handled my big boy, 12 inch dildo. I got the disc attachment to use as all my toys have a suction cup base. I also used a couple of small bungee cords to keep the toys in place on the disc and that worked well. The DC… Pročitajte više

Just got it from Amazon. Its a "Y-not" brand. Not $700. Lots of good reviews. Got it together. But i have to wait until tomorrow night to try it out. Im gonna be hard and drippy all day tomorrow thinking about my fun friday night!… Pročitajte više

I always drink when playing. And it always resorts to me dipping my dildos into my big glass of wine and then slipping them into me for fucking. Its great. I get drunk as hell and fucked. Last night, as i am in the shower getting all clean for a night of playing. It occurred to me. Lets fill my little enema bottle with cabernet! It was a game. I filled my ass with cabernet and then tried to continue my showering and cleaning. The whole time, holding my wine enema inside. The result came later in that i was so intoxicated. I woke up later on the bathroom floor with my ball rings on and a huge d… Pročitajte više

Last night....I did my weekly ritual of showering, getting clean...inside and out and the dressed up in thigh high stockings, panties and a skirt and nipple clamps on and nothing else but a wine glass. I wandered around the house inside and out that way. it was such a turn on to be that free! I also had an inflatable butt plug in me and that was over the top for ecstasy. Later on, last night....I got fucked!! With my toys. Its been a while since I had a good fucking as I did last night. Then today.... I went to bed at 3:30 am wearing my thigh highs and skirt and my balls still bound in my bal… Pročitajte više

I got drunk. watched my favorite porn. Then had a new idea!! After some good anal gaping play, I took my bathing sponge, wrung it out real good and stuck it in my glass of wine. Let it soak for a few minutes while I removed my inflatable butt plug. Then I took that wine soaked sponge and crammed it in my ass!!!! It stung a bit a first but now Im getting a good drunk on. I m going for 2nd dip here in a few. When I can no longer walk, I will stick to the bed and remove my wine sponge and then fuck myself into a squirting, orgasmic frenzies with my dildos!!! How can I explain that my little as… Pročitajte više

I love my thigh high stockings and thongs but recently started wearing short skirts around the house. I love it! Makes me feel sexy. I've also discovered inflatable butt plugs! OMG what a feeling and a rush. I have larger one that is 7 inches long. Once I get inside me I then put on a pair of my vinyl short shorts because they are so tight on me, nothing is able to come out of my ass wearing them. With my butt plug in place, I'll pump it up and it inflates inside me. My bowels will start to contract and since there is no where for the plug to go, my bowels just continue to retract and it brin… Pročitajte više

I took my shower, got all clean and shaved and fucked my self in the shower. Now im sitting here in my thigh high stockings, lace panties, a sweater and a huge "anal anchor" butt plug in my ass!!! The girlfriend is irritatde again that I play so much with myself and not her. Why? Cuz she is never sober or awake after 7pm and she has too many mutherfuckin restrictions for sex!! So sit and spin babies! on those butt plugs toight. Cheers!… Pročitajte više

Ever wonder what the persone you come across in public is wearing under their everyday clothes? Like me for for instance. I love to go out to the market and stores and public places wearing my thigh high stockings, silky thongs, cock rings and or ball rings under my every day attire. Its a turn on for me. Knowing what I am hiding and thinking that there has to be others out there doing just the same. and how do we find each other? Cum find me!… Pročitajte više

So it has been a few weeks since I got to play with myself and get fucked. Last night, I took my shower, shaved my legs, cleaned myself thoroughly, put on my favorite thigh highs and my new open crotch panties. Then I sat around and got pretty intoxicated on my favorite red wine. After awhile I went and played. I got fucked a lot using my dildos. First one size then the other. Completely enjoying myself and having anal orgasm after orgasm and drinking my wine the entire time. Then the idea came to my drunk head, what if I dip my dildo/dicks in my tall glass of wine and then pop that into my… Pročitajte više

So I got these the other day and I'm really excited for Friday night! I'm gonna get fucked wearing these! I already tried them on and they fit really good. The hole in the crotch/butt is made for a guy to be fucked while wearing them! Cummon Friday!!!! https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B097MJ23JD/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o01_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1… Pročitajte više

So recently I got divorced (again) from another person that I let convince me to compromise who I am in the relationship. My new relationship is a better better, a bit more open. I get to lounge around the house in her presence dressed in my stockings and panties and she is okay with it....most of it. So for you out there that are just now opening up, coming out, experimenting, here is what I like. I like thigh high stockings!!! but I want them up right at my ass cheeks. I like them that way on women too. These I have found to be the durable, sexy, comfy and reach my ass. I love these!! I'm a… Pročitajte više

Why do we consistently hook up up with women that tell us they love us "unconditionally" but yet when we show up in thigh high stockings and dildos in our ass, they fucking run and hide???? WTF is wrong with THEM???… Pročitajte više

I like them high, right up under the butt cheeks. I like to wear them that way, I like to see others wear them that way. I love to fuck wearing them, I love getting fucked wearing them. I love to cum and have my cum run down the inside of my thigh dressed in stockings.… Pročitajte više

Sometimes; We all need to be spanked and fucked! https://xhamster.com/videos/zoe-spank-men-9192322 https://xhamster.com/videos/strapon-xhRhYbc… Pročitajte više

That feeling of a big, soapy dick sliding deep in my ass and then it just stays there for a bit. The soap burns a bit but it makes everything clean and feels oh so good.… Pročitajte više

I have a beard It is her's Its not a long beard. Just a few inches. But it's old. I've always had a beard. Since I was 18. But now it's her beard, you see. When I get out of the shower, I have to leave it wet and not dry it off. Because She has to run her fingers through it! It is so sensual to her. It gets her wet, feeling my wet beard. It drives her crazy with ecstasy feeling my wet beard. She says it reminds her off her father. Maybe you find that weird. Maybe you find that difficult to understand. Was there something there? Between her and her father? Well I'm telling you, It… Pročitajte više

So my new girlfriend has been encouraging me to cum out and be myself with my bisexual anal playing. But when I sent her a story I wrote describing her fucking me with a strapon, she balked at the idea which crushed me...again. She also gets put out when I play because she can't understand why I would rather play with my self and not just with her. I've been depressed and frustrated for months...again. Secretly still playing in the shower, keeping it to myself. The other night though, the new girlfriend decided that she wanted to see what all goes on when I fuck myself in the ass in the showe… Pročitajte više