My playmates have been very disappointed that I been choosing to spend my time alone. And yes toys can only do so much. I will never stop being perpetually horny or want sex. But when dealing with people makes it stressful or unsatisfying. I choose to be alone. I love sex, I love that I am such a sensual person. I have never been ashamed of my wants and needs .I love giving my partners what they need, fulfilling fantasy's. For a long time now it has lacked a real connection, I am truly a thing a beauty when I feel when I fuck! I don't just want to get off I want to experience pleasure and pain… Pročitajte više

Everyone talks about the magical sex Unicorn.Noone talks about what to do when u find out it exists and completely blow it in the not fun way.I was so embarrassingly awkward. Couldn't get my confidence back after first faux pas.I was left feeling positively vanilla or virginal. My advice to all is stop debating whether or not Unicorns exist and think of how you will handle it when it shakes it's cute little ass in your aww struck face.So you can ride off into the rainbow with your sexiest dream instead of feeling like a giant tool.… Pročitajte više

Had a tipsy epiphany Saturday night. I have been on love train since I was 12 with my first real kiss. At 15 I was in a 2 year relationship with my first big waste of time and energy. I have just now noticed that I have either been super single (aka naughty with no hearts and rainbows)or super monogamous in long term situations. Even with my X hubby we had 3 dates then he kinda just never left. I have never dated more than one guy at a time. I have had a few sexual relationships going at same time. But never like dating more than one potential guy I had feelings for consecutively. I would like… Pročitajte više

Let's face it everyone has them. If you swear you don't your issue is ego lol.Nobody starts out in life with them, they grow from real life situations sometimes from c***dhood, general life or specific experiences. In kink and bdsm a REAL and caring partner MUST take these into account when choosing a playmate.Try to find someone whose issues will not poke at your own. Example : abandonment issues not going to go well with commitment issues. That's a whole push me pull u situation not pretty. Not everyone knows all their own issues or they can change over time or not even sure what to call the… Pročitajte više

Been trying to come up with words to describe myself as vulgar as it is this is perfect. I am not generally jealous,no problem sharing if fact far few fantasy's involving sharing.What I do mind is not getting proper attention or devotion. I am a freaky chick ,who is honest and pretty much good to go always.I am a main bitch kinda girl! If I choose to spend time on you,you better believe I have expectations beyond a bootie call.Not marriage,or bf more of friends with benefits..if we couldn't hang on a night out or boring netflix night in, y do you think I want you to touch me? Put some effort i… Pročitajte više

No I am not being anti social or mad at anyone.Busy with mum stuff and trying to deal with my feelings.Yes I am a freaky chick and I love sex and I like being a cougar ,but when my heart gets involved it's a game changer.Reciprocal or not,wise or not,practical or not it just happened! More than just can't have guy I want ; it's that now I want things I didn't before.I have to reconcile wanting more with also wanting to b my amazing freaky self. It is certainly a struggle. So don't take it personal if I don't want to play.… Pročitajte više

Over answering same questions from various kinksters. NO i was not monogamous with any of my cubs.No i don't want true love, marriage , or live in BF.No i do not want to change my whole life for a guy. So repeated question i am getting is Y am i upset? Because I have not been treated with respect i deserve as a casual playmate, fwb , whatever. My partners do not cease to exist accept when i am horny, i check in with them see how thier life is. Having 3 regular partners for better part of a year who all basically fell off at same time annoying! the fact that none of them showed any interest in… Pročitajte više

depressing it is not worth the effort! Guys I click with r always so far away I could never meet them.Even when going over every detail they still manage to lie,keep secrets,or just wanna be's.I adore my cubs but none of them have time to devot to me,and r at such a different stage in life that it wouldn't work long term. Or they want a sugar momma and let me specify,all my sugar is for my k**s!! My value is in things you can't buy anyway;loyalty,creativity,devotion,honesty.Trust me I KNOW my value I am neither desperate or needy or lonely.When I am with someone even casual it is a choice I en… Pročitajte više

My journey started touch over a yr ago.My first meeting was great with someone I consider a friend who has found his bliss in a kink family :) second was a horrible Dom who stunted my joy for a hot min.Then a few lovely cubs all shades of the rainbow who have continued to keep in contact.Chatted up a fair share of posers,liars and pussy's who have no follow thru. Had big set back in my hearts desire of breeding.Hopeful for 2016. Met a couple of date worthy guys sadly one too far away to make it real and the other is a hot mess(who isn't) For 2016 I have very different needs than I did last yea… Pročitajte više

Am I the only highly sexual person who finds themselves scaring people off with feelings or emotions? I feel like it happens often. Sex ,physically expresses large part of my passionate nature .I also find it nearly impossible to contain my thoughts or feelings. It's like if I don't get them out I will explode. Trying to tame my heart and mind is like asking me not to fuck or make love or touch when I need it. When I try to keep it in I end up feeling sad,underappreciated.Am I expecting to much? Anyone have tips on reigning it in? Or is there hope someday someone strong enough to handle me?… Pročitajte više

For the love of all that is holy why can't guys read the profile? Not just see a location or single pic then try talking to you.I clearly say I am BBW aka fluffy!Your body issues r not mine. I love myself and my curve's. Don't waste my time and energy if u think maybe I can try something new when u clearly into skinny chicks or whatever it is that u really need.I am not a substitue or a experiment. I am a big beautiful women ,I am super freaky and caring and nerdy,I rock.If I have one more guy talks to me big game then freaks when I find I am fluffy,or decide to give it a go one more awkward m… Pročitajte više

Had lovely little british cub ask me some advice on how to catch cougarvof his very own.really valid stuff worth posting. Lots! Absolute most important rule unless she is a bdsm mistress do not call her Mam!!!! As a rule makes women feel like an old lady!!!!# 1 do not b afraid of regetection! Hold u back from making a move. #2 always b polite no cougar likes vulgar rude (outside of bedroom lol)#3 the average milf/cougar not even aware cubs truly desire us..granted your country more publicly freaky than USA but still true. Even if you make a move woman doesn't say much right away think bout all… Pročitajte više

WTF is so had to understand about this? I am beyond sick of posers,liars, cheaters,and carrot danglers. What l say is exactly what I mean girl can't express herself without some fool taking shit to the next level in his head.I say I love your hands or your cock or oral skills whatever that's exactly what I mean.When I say I'd choose you of my options I mean exactly that nothing more. If u wanna role play cool , u wanna fuck cool u want to b fwb nice! Don't act like u want something you don't, say shit like attached or into you or anything suggesting.. Feelings. Do not fuck with my nights of pl… Pročitajte više

As much as I love watching little cubs cum for me on cam, i need local play mates aka in the flesh. I can not travel as I have small c***dren. Anyone interested from distances must b willing to come to me an work around school,sleepovers,sitters. Tired of liking a potential Sir to discover he is either unable o unwilling to travel.… Pročitajte više

If i wanted Everyone to see my goodies i woulda posted it no code!! They r for actual potential DOM"S Ones who may actually some day cum spank & fuck me..Not public spank material.Even my little cubs know Mommy prefers to watch.If u have not begun this sexual journey with me and have no intention of meeting me STOP ASKING!… Pročitajte više

I don't will never do watersports anything to do with potty substances! No blood or scars.No feet or shoes,if u dig feet by all means touch mine I refuse to touch lick or let anyone touch my lady parts with feet or shoes.No wierd contraptions on my face.regular gaga or scarf or cock yay,but spider gags or metal or wood boxes just creep me out apparently I need to state No a****ls ,u******e or family members!I am not into humiliation, call me cum slut or your little whore it's all good but say fat pig or try to make me feel bad and its done b for it has ever started.I know my place but I also… Pročitajte više

In all honesty I am very capable of being a switch but I do not really see my self as femdom. I have always liked younger men esp nerdy,quiet shy one's. Deflowering them watching them become the naughty little freaks they buried away.The mommy / son thing is just naturally my personality,caring ,patient,wanting to give my partners what they need, desire or crave.Like any good mom u have to b good. And behave to gets treats.Have had a lot of recent requests for me to fuck little cubs with a strap on,It would b new sure I'd b willing,if I enjoy it idk y guys wouldn't either esp since u got that… Pročitajte više

Bdsm very new to me in practice,inside I have always needed this. Discovered a long time ago I enjoyed things most vanilla girls do not.Giving oral,receiving anal,being fucked roughly,covered in cum or swallowing it.The idea of more than one man having his way with me.Kissing girls which eventually led to a great big experience. I can not say speicically what I like because I have yet to have a true sub experience. I do know I enjoy floggers esp the rubbery kind,crop,bare handed spanking mmm.I know I desire to b restrained& blindfolded. Have no control or b able to tell what will happen when.… Pročitajte više

I am learning and growing already.There r things about myself that I understand so much better now after making some great friends and reading A lot! I have never liked the subservient vanilla marriages in my family,so I became fiercely independent and self reliant.Being submissive by nature is a completely different thing.This is something I have always been.The protective nurturing pleasing person to those I care about.I make favorite meals and treats,buy little gifts just to see them smile,make sure my lovers always satisfied even when it was so vanilla I was bored to death, wear their favo… Pročitajte više

All u beautiful cubs seem to live in Nyc or Long island..so sad. I live near rochester and am actual MILF with little ones in school.i can't travel that for just for some fun..If you still interested and wanna make that journey here the by all means lets chat… Pročitajte više