One man I met there regularly was named Sergio. He was older than me. He followed me to my room the first time as soon as I paid at the entry. I fumbled with the key (I was high and hallway was dark) and he took it from me, opened the door and led me in. He made me stand in front of the mirror facing it, stood behind me and hugged me. He raised my hands and then took off my shirt over my head. He felt my ass and put his hands inside the back of my shorts and squeezed my ass more. He undid my belt and shorts and let them fall to the floor. He saw my pretty pink panties and slid his hands inside… Pročitajte više

You should know these are true .. I don’t apologize for being the cumslut that i am .. i only wish i could SAFELY do more, meaning bareback and more spanking … The bathhouse always had other areas to see and be seen. Open showers were always nice, a place to stroke your cock with soap and water and show off, a place to watch someone else do that and keep their attention for later. Most had a hot sauna where you could warm up, lay out on wooden seats, and again suck or be sucked. All had other areas that were totally dark, a maze to walk through where the really shy guys would be lurking (or t… Pročitajte više

It is not a simple listing when I think about my sexual motivations and desires. It draws on a lifetime of experiences, both good and less good. Looking back, I was gay before anything else. My first experiences had been with my male first cousin, he lived only a block away and was a year younger than me. That started when another older male in our neighborhood took us out in a schoolyard field and started talking about sex, and encouraged us to remove our shorts and show each other our cocks, hairless probably as neither of us had reached puberty. I am sure he watched and may have jacked watc… Pročitajte više

As I traveled the Midwest for work I quickly found where all the gay bars were in every large town where I would be staying. As I was still trying to discover myself again, one pattern would be to also find the stripper bars around these towns. Some towns were much better than others, more permissive. East ST. Louis, Evansville, Indianapolis, Covington, New Orleans. I would spend money, drink, watch the strippers nut rarely pay for anything private, and when I did i rarely got hard or cum. BUT, I would leave those bars and head immediately to the gay bars. High and limber, I turned into a tota… Pročitajte više

Looking back, i think i have always been submissive long before i knew the words to describe it, from p*****ns forward. You should read some of my writings for more insight into me. I would very much like to read your comments to them, ma’am.. My cousin sensed my submissiveness and encouraged (guided/demanded) that i provide oral sex for him.. i never received any back, but that never bothered me, i felt like it was my expectation and a wonderful opportunity to serve, despite the i****t, ma’am.. Dating throughout high school with girls was very frustrating, as i was expected to be a strong sex… Pročitajte više