susan12345

I am very much a women. I am very feminine and not at all into women. I love men I love everything about a man, the smell and taste of a man. Also I am very submissive Over the years several photographers took hundreds of pictures and videos of me with the promise of getting me into playboy. Playboy did send me back a very nice letter saying I was beautiful but just not what they were looking for. I did have interest from a few other men's magazines, but it was going to be playboy or nothing I was never looking at this as a sores of income but just something I wanted to do, One photographer enter me in a few bathing suite contests I also worked as a hostess for a few years At the end of the 90s in the NYC Paradise Club at 50 west 53rd street 2 blocks from MSG . I did a few lap dances and private rooms . I always felt like I was in competition with the other girls there . I always wanted to be the most beautiful and sexiest