silkerect

The evolution of me.<br/><br/>Well. to start, i look normal act normal and for the most part am normal.<br/><br/>But my attraction to womens undergarments is somewhat of an interesting story. Many moons ago, at the earliest i can recall messing around with girls and boys. With boys (and this comes into play actually), i was at my fiends house and we would take baths together, well, we'd end up experimenting. Id masturbate him and him me and then we'd "hump" each others erections, known as frottage. I also performed oral sex on him (learned it from a girl i had played with) and it felt good. I didnt know it was wrong at the time, but i knew that the parents didnt like it. But i grew to realize that was bad, so to speak and forced all that in the back of my head. I did my share of dry humping girls and through these experiences learned to masturbate. Sometimes i could not sleep unless i masturbated.<br/><br/>So, years later, i discover my sisters bathing suit years later and WOW. I put it on, looked in the mirror and felt myself up. I was very very hard and soo excited. It felt amazing on me and i love how my ass looked and felt. It felt incredible. I ended up jumping on her bed, grinding and humping it till i orgasmed. I felt bad, but then put it back on went in front of a mirror masturbate, turn and look at my ass and masturbate to that till i had cum. I would watch those 80s workout shows and masturbate to the shiny leotards that they would wear, pantyhose also. I would also put on my sisters pantyhose and masturbate in them..it was the shinyness that hooked me. But id lay on my stomach sometimes and let the sun hit it just right for the shine look back at my ass and thighs and imagine myself thrusting between my own thighs, then cheeks and cumming. no anal. This would make me have soo many orgasms! and i did the tried and true masturbating in the mirror in pantyhose. I loved that stuff so much, id try and make mini-skirts and masturbate to that in the mirror too. Another thing id do is to is put a mirror and masturbate to the upshot, especially the roundness of my ass, and yes, imagining humping my buttcheecks. My pantyhose fetish, is just shiny hose look so smooth that i always fantasized that if i humped a shiny pantyhose thigh, id cum hard and fast, which is what i still cum with when i do masturbate to pics and movies. This subsided some but then i went to college..and like normal college boys, i came across porn, and im like cool, but then i see a shocking picture of a shemale and her cock was hard as an iron pole! She had the sexiest look in her eye and it made me feel weird inside. I cant remember if i got hard, but later on that night, i must have masturbated about 5 times in a row! This is when i was heavily into trannys, later it would be regular crossdressers. I loved their sexy clothes and hard cocks for some reason. I loved how the masculine looking men were acting so fem, and it turned me on. I also learned i liked hard-on shots from crossdressers. For some reason, i had this idea in my head that they have a hyper sex drive like my own..one that only a fem guy or a tgirl can only satisfy in that specific way. I found myself at times wanting to suck their cocks and even found them sexy looking! On top of that i wanted to even deep throat a few. Tgirls and cds to me just seemed so damn erotic and the ultimate in kinky satisfacion.<br/><br/>Anyway, it evolved into me absolutely, the ultimate cum pics for me, bulge shots in panties (and even spandex guys). Seeing a rock hard erection encased in silk, satin, or lycra panties, encased and straining to get out. These are my favorite of em all and make me cum hard everytime..the fantasy is frottage or us both in panties, hard, straining and feeling good! i mean, i love to wear panties because when you get hard, you can feel your cock slide in the panties when you get hard! the BEST hardon ever. I love it when t-girls, and cds show their bulges and hardons in pictures because its sexual and most enjoyable.<br/><br/>Now, do i want to be with a crossdresser, yes, sexually and also socially. They fascinate me because they turn me on so much. I want to know how they started and how sexually stimulating it was for them. Thing is, i would like to probably be sexually with an extremely feminine crossdresser. I'll pull out all the stops for that one! But i guess im secretly bi sexual (and in the closet).<br/><br/>Ultimately, panty humping is what i want to try and what another cock feels like in panties hard, and grinding againsed mine. I know it wont last long cuz well i'll cum hard and fast no doubt. I love this site, its erotic and i like looking at all the pics and talking with others. Seeing a man in panties or crossdressed makes me aroused..its so contrast and taboo..but i love it. I have masturbated to so many pictures on this site it has given me so many hours of pure enjoyment.<br/><br/>And it seems like 80 percent of tgirs, cds i look at have that, "come fuck me look". And alot of the times, the most arousing pics..second to the bulge pics, is their hard on pics, and how big, hard and erect their cock is..i mean, if it looks like their cock is so hard theyre on the verge of cumming, i LOVE those type of pics.<br/><br/>Why do i like to look at it, i guess its just seeing them enjoy and be aroused like i am..the outline of the hard cock in the sexy thin soft material is something that feels good to me and to him...simply put, it makes me cum